“I can’t understand why people are frightened of new ideas. I’m frightened of the old ones.” John Cage

Reading, writing, growing, running, learning, teaching, making...
This summer is turning out to be pretty stellar. 
I've casually referred to it as 
"the summer of productivity"
and "the summer of trying new things."
Exploring newness and getting stuff done are pretty much filling up my days,
and I am loving every minute of it.
Here's a peak into some of the things I have been creating as of late.


This lovely trio was made by a few college friends and I during a spontaneous summer trip. All of the designs were inspired by artwork found on Pinterest (which I have recently cut myself off from due to its addictive qualities). I gave them as a set to my friend Erin as a high school graduation gift, though I secretly long for them on my own wall. 

 For a while now, I've been wanting to experiment with making my own household cleaning products. So, since it is the summer of trying new things and all, I gave it a go. I actually acquired this recipe from my grandmother. She was so excited I was trying it out! Here's the recipe:

 Laundry Detergent 
1 cup -- Borax
1/2 cup – Arm & Hammer Washing Soda
1 bar fels naptha
Large bucket -- hold 3 gallons of water easily
Water
Essential Oil or Fragrance Oil (optional)
Grate bar of soap. Put in saucepan with 5 cups boiling water. Boil until melted. While your soap is melting, add 3 gallons of hot water to your bucket. To the hot water, add 1 cup of Borax and 1/2 cup of Washing Soda. Stir with long handled spoon until dissolved. Add the melted soap water to the bucket and stir well. If you want to add any fragrance, add it now. Stir stir stir. Cover the bucket and set aside for 24 hours. Use ½ cup per load. 
This recipe has worked amazingly for me! My laundry gets clean and it's super easy and cheap. Once you do it once, you'll never go back.

If you're worried about your clothes being soft, here's a fabric softener recipe I made. 

Fabric Softener

6 cups water
3 cups white vinegar
2 cups hair conditioner
Mix all ingredients together. Stir, do not shake. Shaking will cause foaming. Use ¼ cup per load or spray on a washcloth and add to dry cycle.


This fabric softener is where it's at. My mom says her laundry is softer than when we were using brand-name softener. So, that's pretty legit. 
I look forward to using these recipes when I return to college in the fall. I'm all about saving money and cutting out the unknown chemicals. 


Summer = bugs. And I don't care for them at all. I also don't care for deet at all. Sooo....here is my homemade bug spray recipe. I've been using this for a few weeks, and it really works! It also smells lovely. Hooray for all natural replacements. 

Bug Spray
4oz distilled water
Essential Oils: 
20 drops eucalyptus oil
10 drops peppermint oil
15 drops tea tree oil
10 drops lemongrass oil
10 drops clove oil
Put water in a 4oz spray bottle. Add oil, shake well before each use. May use a variety of other essential oils. 

After trying a variety of different concoctions, I decided that it was either go big or go home when it comes to garden pest control. So, here is my very pungent pesticide recipe.

Vegetable Garden Pesticide

2-3 garlic bulbs 
6 large or 12 smaller hot chilli peppers (any variety will do, or if unavailable try 1-2 tablespoon hot chilli powder)
1 tablespoon vegetable oil
3 squirts of liquid detergent (I use castile soap)
7 cups water. (Use about 2-3 cups in the blender, and top up with the rest after blending)
Put the whole lot into a blender and liquify, then strain through muslin, a coffee filter or similar. Pour what you need into a spray bottle for use and keep the rest in jars with lids on in a cupboard or on a shelf somewhere, well labeled.

Here are a few cleaners I have found to work really well. I'll have my own bathroom next year in my dorm, which means I will be cleaning my own bathroom. So, here's what I've got. 


Disinfectant/All Purpose spray    
use to clean countertops, toilets, tile floors, end tables, sinks, and bathtubs.
2 Tablespoons Borax 
4 Tablespoons White distilled vinegar
1 Tablespoon Dr. Bronner's Liquid Castile Soap
3 Cups HOT Water
Add essential oil for scent (optional)
Funnel the Borax into an empty spray bottle. Add the vinegar. The action of this and the vinegar activates the solution. Add the Castile Soap. Add HOT Water


Mirror Cleaner/Air Freshener
1 1/2 cups of vinegar
1/2 cup water
8 drops of essential oil 
Mix in a spray bottle.


And, last but not least is my most recent project. This is an air freshener/deodorizer. Perfect for dorm-sized rooms and bathrooms!
It's super easy. 
Put 1/2 cup of baking soda in a small mason jar
Add 10-15 drops essential oil
I made two -- one with peppermint and eucalyptus oil
and one with lemongrass and clove oil.
Take out the center part of the lid and cut a piece of
craft paper the same size. 
Fasten the jar with the craft paper in the lid
and poke holes in the paper with a needle.
I had my doubts about this idea when I saw it.
But, it actually works! 
I put one in our bathroom and one in my bedroom
just a few days ago, and they both make the rooms
smell really good. 
I'm planning to get some lavender oil before I move 
into my dorm. 


 “Truly creative people care a little about what they have done, and a lot about what they are doing. Their driving focus is the life force that surges in them now.” — Alan Cohen

"Gardening is Cheaper than Therapy and You Get Tomatoes."

That just about sums it up.

My garden is thriving,

as is my soul.

There's something that just feels so right

about planting a seed in the ground

and watering it

and watching it grow into something

that can sustain you.

It's almost as if...

that's the way God planned it all to be.

It's almost like we were meant to eat the food

that comes straight out of the ground.

It just makes sense.

That God

...He was a smart fellow. 

Here's a little update on how my garden is growing: 

My tomatoes are beasting it out. They're pretty much killing it out there. It took me a bit to figure out just how much water they liked, but once I got to know them pretty well, they started producing beautiful little fruit for me. I have twelve tomato plants, which will make for some awesome salsa-making! My family is getting pretty anxious for these babies to ripen.

 My lettuce failed to grow in the garden. I determined it was from too much sun. My garden gets direct sunlight all day, and that sun has been HOT this summer. I've read that lettuce is sometimes a little picky about its sun. So, I replanted about two weeks ago in window boxes. I give them morning and early afternoon sunlight, and evening shade. They seem to be doing just peachy! It's all a learning experience.

I spent a good four hours the other day ridding my precious garden of killer weeds. It was a lot of work. Probably my least favorite part of the process so far. But, I would say it's worth it. Plus, it is so good to work with my hands. Productivity is delightful, and brings glory to God.


I harvested my first batch of spinach last week, and another batch today for my lovely grandmother. This is the first fruit of my labor that I have been able to consume! It's quite delicious, I'd say. Fresh fresh fresh. So much more flavor than store-bought leafy greens. It's like I had never tasted real spinach until now. I've been enjoying some brightly colored salads this week.

Zucchini and cucumbers are growing rapidly. They seem healthy. We're just waiting ever-so-patiently for some produce from those guys. My mom convinced me to plant some more peppers, so I have five now, all growing at different rates. They don't care for the heat of the sun much, as they wilt most afternoons. But they always perk back up, so I'm trusting in their health. Dill and cilantro are doing well, while parsley and basil seem to be pretty sparse. Oh well. I can't have it all my first year!
We've been throwing all of our fruit peels, cores, etc. in the garden instead of the trash lately. And, since we've all been healthifying our bodies this summer, we eat lots of fresh fruit! It feels resourceful, and gives my plants some yummy nutrients.
Something has been eating my green beans. I mixed up an all natural pesticide and it seems to have helped some. I will post the recipe for that soon.
All other plants not mentioned = thriving! Praise God for growing food!

 "As a gardener, I'm among those who believe that much of the evidence of God's existence has been planted."

~Robert Brault

Sweet Deal!

Oh boy, have I got a deal for you!

My brother told me about this super skeptical sounding deal a while back.

A free pair of glasses.

So, being the sucker I am, I jumped on it!

And turns out it worked. No loopholes, no fine print.

Just a straight up pair of free glasses.

And how could I benefit from this sweet deal without sharing it with you, 

my faithful reader?

So here's how it works:

Go to your eye doctor and in your sweetest, most innocent voice

request a copy of your prescription numbers.

(Sometimes they don't love doing this, since it implies you are taking your

 business elsewhere. But they should give it to you.)

Then, take said prescription numbers and go to

www.coastal.com.

Here, you will see a large advertisement reading

"First Pair Free!"

Click on this and browse through hundreds

of pairs of attractive glasses

for your lovely face.

Enter your prescription numbers, 

give 'em your shipping address,

and there you have it!

I received my glasses today and I love them!

Note: I did end up paying a total of $12.00 for shipping.

But I thought it was totally worth it. 

I mean...free glasses, just pay a little shipping? 

I'm in. 

 "If you run, you are a runner. It doesn't matter how fast or how far. It doesn't matter if today is your first day or if you've been running for twenty years. There is no test to pass, no license to earn, no membership card to get. You just run." --John Bingham

That's right. I'm a runner. I run.
In the midst of implementing a healthier-me lifestyle this summer, I decided to take a leap of faith and start a running routine.

A little pre-run stretch. Here you will see me sporting some
unfortunate spandex shorts and a sweat-resistant tank.
Bring it on.

For those of you who know me, you'll understand why this is such a big deal. I'm never been what I'd call a ...supporter...of running. It is something I would normally try to avoid at all costs. I recall playing with a bunch of children at a vacation bible school a few years ago and trying to convince them that I simply didn't know how to run. My mother never taught me, I told them.
While that was obviously not true, it is true that running has never been my cup of tea, especially after I broke my foot last semester. With that, I pretty much retired from all possible running.

Went all out and bought myself a pair of Nike
running shoes. They are serving me quite well.

But, alas, summer has come, and my mindset has been renewed. It's time to do something I never thought I could do. So I got online and did some research on how to start running when you've never ran a significant distance in your life. I spent my birthday money on some snazzy running gear, to convince myself that I'm in it to win it. And, I made myself an 8-week running schedule, which gradually increases my running time. No turning back now.

Today begins week two of my program. At the end of my eight weeks (beginning of August), I plant to participate in a 5k race! While I seems like I have a lot of work to do to get to that point, I've already decided that I CAN do it, and I'm pretty stoked about this experience. In the mean time, I'm working on convincing my friend Brooke to join me in this adventure and 5k it up with me!

iPod armband = hands-free running

I run three days a week -- Monday, Wednesday, Friday. On Tuesdays and Thursday I do cross-training, which is anything but running -- yoga, weights, core, etc. And I almost always throw in a couple of bike rides with my sister, Megan. We've been building our biking endurance, topping it off at 7 miles so far...and the summer has only just begun! I'm so glad I have her as a partner in this. We're able to push each other and encourage each other.
 

What in the world have I gotten myself into?

I've lost eleven pounds so far this summer, which I'm pretty enthused about, seeing that my summer goal was fifteen pounds. But more than losing weight, I'm really just focusing these three months on getting my body healthy. College does something awful to the human body, and I'm ready to correct what I did to myself last year.
My body is a temple of the Holy Spirit. This temporary shell I've been given was created by God, and I want to glorify Him with it in every way. If I was doing all of this sweating, stretching, and pushing myself only for the sake of me, I wouldn't have made it past day one! To God be the glory for all that I am able to do -- which is not from my own strength.

 Whatever you do, do it enthusiastically, as something done for the Lord and not for men. –Col 3:23

Exciting News!

Oh, what exciting news I have to share with you!

I've been waiting ever-so-patiently by the mail box these last few weeks. Today, I finally received a letter from Blessing the Children International, congratulating me on my acceptance to a six week missions trip next summer in Ethiopia!

Praise God!

If you have followed me at all this past year, I'm sure you have been aware of my longing to return to my lovely family in Ethiopia. The relations I built there last summer were incredible. I have been able to stay connected with social workers and friends via letter-writing. I also decided to begin sponsoring one of the children I met there, Nati. As I have corresponded with him this year, I have desired to be with him so much -- especially through his serious health issues. Fekerite -- a deaf child in the orphanage, has been learning sign language since I left, and I can't wait to visit her and see her new communication skills! I am praising God for this opportunity to return to Ethiopia and be reunited with my friends, family, and children there. It is truly an answer to prayer. 

I don't know a lot of details yet about my trip, but here is what I do know:

I will be leaving in May of 2013 for Debre Zeit, Ethiopia. This is the exact same place Lindsey and I went last summer for two weeks. 

I will be living in a guesthouse and (hopefully) joining a team of other missionaries there. 

One of my main focuses during the trip will be working side-by-side with Ethiopian social workers -- going on home visits, planning church activity days, and working at the orphanage.

I will be enrolled in an Amharic class -- the language of Ethiopia, to sharpen my communication skills during my month-and-a-half stay. 

Ethiopia 2011

I will have the opportunity to teach Sunday school lessons, plan games and crafts, pray with broken families, and discover and serve even more in this country that I fell in love with.

My estimated fundraising goal for this trip is $4,500. While I may have shaken my head at that number a year ago, I now take it with ease, knowing God will provide. He always does. Last summer my sister and I raised over $7,000 for our trip, and God never let us down. 

I look forward to spending this next year planning for my trip to Ethiopia.

Please prayerfully consider supporting me on this mission God has called me to. 

I will post more about donation information soon. 

Also, start going through your kid's closets! If you are doing some cleaning and need somewhere to take your old clothes, shoes, etc., I will be collecting and packing as many donations as I can possibly squeeze into my suitcases!

And more than anything, pray.
Pray pray pray. 

Pray for God's will to be done in this entire adventure. 

"The intense prayer of the righteous is very powerful." James 5:16

I look forward to sharing this experience with you over the next year as I prepare for six weeks in Africa. Stay tuned for any new bit of information I get.

Plans for the Sunny Days

Alright Dear Reader, let us talk about summer time!
I'm pretty stoked about this summer, to be completely honest. I get to hang out at home with my family and also get a lot of stuff done. I've managed to accumulate a pretty healthy list of lovely summer activities/goals, which I would love to share with you!

So here's what's up this summer.

Physical: All of this talk about the dreaded "freshman fifteen" is NOT a joke. That's serious business. I have actually managed to gain exactly fifteen pounds over the school year -- I'm pretty impressive like that. So, this summer, health is one of my main goals.

• My mom and sisters are already on weight watchers, so it's been pretty easy for me to slip right in there with them. My favorite thing about weight watchers is that it's not a diet plan, it's really just maintaining healthy eating habits. I've been cutting out most sugar and definitely that high-fructose corn syrup! Since I gave up drinking soda when  I started school, I'm only drinking water now -- which I find to be quite refreshing. Fresh fruits and vegetables are where it's at when it comes to nutrition and flavor. It's like God knew what he was doing when he made food for us. 
• I'm working hard at staying active. Between walking, jogging, biking, yoga, and pilates, my body is definitely feeling the burn. But, I really love it! It feels so good to get up in the morning and go for a walk, or go for an evening bike ride with my sister. I've been trying to get in both a morning and evening workout 5 days a week. Since it's summer, I have the blessing of choosing what I want to do each day. So, staying active it is! (My dog is also benefiting immensely from my morning walks.)
• At the one week mark, I had lost six pounds already! That was pretty sweet. Although I'm trying to keep my focus on becoming healthy as opposed to losing weight, those six pounds were a totally welcomed pay-off. By the end of the summer, those freshman fifteen will be long gone.

Spiritual: After being a part of such a Spirit-filled year at school, it is uber important that I continue growing in Christ during this break. To remain stagnant would be a shame, a definite disruption to our rapidly growing campus ministry. Here are some of the thing I'm doing to stay in touch with God this summer.

• Bible Reading Plan -- before school ended I made up a nice little daily Bible reading plan for myself and 5 or 6 of my lovely Christian sisters. We're each reading the same scripture each day, and we're video chatting on Saturday's to talk about what we've been learning. This not only keeps me accountable to spend time in the Word everyday, but it keeps me accountable to continue growing closer to my Christian friends as we prepare to lead a campus ministry together next semester. 
• I'm attending a small group in Macomb this summer for college students. It is a branch of one of the larger campus ministries I was a part of last year. Our group meets weekly in our pastor's home to study the word, fellowship, and be in prayer for one another. We are studying a book called "Weird" by Craig Groeschel. It discusses certain actions and thoughts that are accepted as normal in our Americana society, yet are not acceptable when lined up with Biblical truth. I've only read one chapter so far, but I'm definitely intrigued so far. And as a bonus, my sister Megan and my lovely friend Sarah are both joining me!
• Along with our Bible Reading Plan, my accountability group from school is also reading the book "Not a Fan" by Kyle Idleman this summer. It's about moving from being an enthusiastic admirer of Christ to a devoted follower. I'm loving this one as well. God has a lot of teaching planned this summer, and I'm super excited to continue growing.
• Also, all of this walking and bike riding around town is giving me some wonderful prayer/worship time with God.

Relational/Mental: 

• I would love to get in contact with some of my high school friends this summer -- especially the ones who are going to the same college as I am! 
• I'm investing specifically in a couple of younger girls this summer. At school this past semester I learned a lot about the concept of discipling. The Bible talks about staying accountable to one another, teaching one another, and encouraging one another in our walks with Christ. I will be meeting weekly with a couple of girls to do Bible study and just talk about life. I'm really looking forward to this. I know I will learn a lot through it, and it will definitely help equip me to start investing in freshmen at school next year.
• I have at least one, maybe two girls whom I am going to be teaching Sign Language to this summer. This is something I'm really excited about. It will help me stay fresh in my signing, and will also give me the awesome opportunity to teach and build new relationships.
• Spending less time in front of the T.V./computer are goals for the next few months. I have many more amazing things to spend my time on than staring at screens. 

Other Goals/Plans:

• Work on learning Amharic (the language of Ethiopia)
• Work toward getting my beautiful Ethiopian boy, Nati, to America to have heart surgery 
• Get back on a horse -- boy do I miss riding!
• Learn to knit. 
• Gardening! (see previous post)
• Read a Jane Austen book
• Enthusiastically attending Cornerstone Festival's last summer
• Teaching four children's summer school classes at Carl Sandburg College in Carthage ($$)
• Make my own laundry detergent and fabric softener (and maybe work on a few other homemade products as well)
• Create a handful of worthwhile crafting projects.
• Spend a weekend in the Quad Cities with my oldest sister, watching the office, playing Wii, and accompanying her to get a tattoo.
• Make and can salsa and pickles
• Look into being a part of Peoria's Church for the Deaf

I look forward to sharing this summer with you and keeping you up to date on all of the wonderful happenings! To God be the glory for the lovely summer which lies ahead. 

Rejoice, young man, while you are young,
and let your heart be glad in the days of your youth.
And walk in the ways of your heart
and in the sight of your eyes; 
but know that for all of these things God will bring you to judgment.
¹⁰ Remove sorrow from your heart,
and put away pain from your flesh, 
because youth and the prime of life are fleeting

--Ecclesiastes 11:9-10

Growing for God

This summer I've set my heart on a new project -- a garden!

I've never gardened before, and I really don't know much about it, but I've been doing a lot of research and I'm excited to see what comes of it.

Yesterday, a family friend came and tilled up my yard for FREE. That was a definite blessing, as we were looking at paying others up to $100 to do it. 

With that done, my dad and I set to planting early in the evening, after the sun had gone down.

I've been collecting plants and seeds over the month and had quite a variety to experiment with. 

My first plant going in the ground!

I've heard first year soil can sometimes be a little tricky, especially with weeds, so I'll be putting a lot of work into that. I'm really looking forward to it though. 
I love working with my hands and keeping myself busy. 
I especially love doing something that can produce tangible fruit! Hopefully this is something I will be able to keep up in the years to come. 

I also feel that God has totally called us to work diligently and work for Him. I'm excited to allow him to use this process to draw me closer to Him and His creation.

Daddy is working hard. Thank God for him helping me out.

Benefits of gardening: 
It's a money saver! Fresh produce is expensive.
I know what chemicals are going into my food.
Having an abundance of fresh vegetables and herbs will help me stay healthy over the summer.
It gives me something productive to do.
Learning a new skill that will be useful for a lifetime.
Yummy meals with the freshest food.
Working with hands = awesome. Another area of my life to serve God in. Hopefully I will yield enough fruit to be able to share with friends and family!

It amazes me how these little seeds can actually produce amazing food!

Green Beans. Dirty hands.

So -- this year's garden consists of the following: tomatoes, green peppers, hot peppers, zucchini, lettuce, spinach, cucumbers, carrots, potatoes, onions, and a patch of herbs which I am particularly excited about -- parsley, cilantro, basil, dill!


My plans are to can salsa and make pickles as soon as my garden starts producing! 

Water brings life.

I'm going to be learning a lot through this laborious process over the next few months, and I am so looking forward to it. You never know what God can teach someone through a task as common as gardening. 


Keep an eye out for updates on how my garden is growing! 

This is only just the beginning.

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men. 
Colossians 3:23

Clarity

Each day I spend here
it becomes a little clearer to me
that I am here more to be a missionary
than to be a student

and I am really stoked about that.

I miss it... 

.

So much.

Each day the longing grows more deep.

I need to return to Africa soon.

I think one of the hardest things about death
is that five minutes later the rest of the world moves on.

You Never Let Go

 For the time will come when they will not tolerate sound doctrine, but according to their own desires, will accumulate teachers for themselves because they have an itch to hear something new. They will turn away from the hearing the truth and will turn aside to myths. But as for you, keep a clear head about everything, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, fulfill your ministry. --2 Timothy 4:3-5

Sometimes classes teach me one thing
and the Word of God, another.

As we explore the "American Dream" in sociology
I am quickly hit in the face with the undeniable realization
that 99% of the people here
are here so they can have a big house.

Listen.

Why are you here, at college?
So I can get a decent education.

Why do you want an education? 
So I can get a good job.

Why do you want a good job?
So I can make good money.

Why do you want to make good money?
So that I can live comfortably, supporting my family financially with a nice car. And a big house.

And when I realized that, I was made aware that this college things was not going to be nearly as easy as I might have thought. Because I'm not here for a big house. I'm here for God. It's utterly apparent why He would have me here. This campus is in darkness, and it longs for the light.
But the hard part comes in when 99% of the people are here for reasons that don't even make any sense to me.
And what they want is the world.
And what they teach is the world.
And what they love is the world.

And as much as I know that I know that I know that my thoughts do not line up with theirs, there is still an apparent danger in subjecting myself to their lectures, discussions, and attitudes.

Garbage in, garbage out.

And it's exhausting.
It is freaking hard to sit in this institution that people pay tens of thousands of dollars to attend so that I can be fed crap that I immediately reject. It's even harder to sit there and not know if what they are saying lines up with God's word on not. Discernment is hard. It's hard to hear a completely different stance on something and then get to thinking about it...wondering if it's okay to be questioning this or that. Wondering what God says.
These people get paid good money to give us their educated, professional thoughts. And we pay good money to hear them. Assuming the entire way that because they have degrees, what they are saying must be truth.
They teach "an open mind." They teach that it's "good to question things and think for yourself."
But they don't really mean that.
What they really mean is, "It's good to question the old way of thinking and agree with my new way of thinking." "Have an open mind to what I am saying." "Don't think for yourself, think my way, and tell yourself it's your own."

And we buy that crap.
We buy it like the newest version of the iPod.
We pay tens of thousands of dollars for that.

God help us.

Because really all I want is to know.
All I want is to know the truth.
To know what is good, independent thinking
And what is worldly, empty philosophy.

I'm trying.

And it's hard.
Some days are harder than others.
Some days it really sucks
And I don't want to fight the good fight anymore.

But He never lets go.

We know that we are of God, and the whole world is under the sway of the evil one. And we know that the Son of God has come and has given us understanding so that we may know the true One. --1 John 5:19-20

The Lord is the One who will go before you. He will be with you; He will not leave you or forsake you. Do not be afraid or discouraged. --Deuteronomy 31:8

And the world with its lust is passing away, but the one who does God's will remains forever. --1 John 2:17

You are from God, little children, and you have conquered them, because the One who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world. They are from the world, therefore what they say is from the world, and the world listens to them. We are from God. Anyone who knows God listens to us; anyone who is not from God does not listen to us. From this we know the Spirit of Truth from the spirit of deception. -- 1 John 4:4-6

Now if any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives to all generously and without criticizing, and it will be given to him. --James 1:5

The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth.. --Psalm 145:18


Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go. --Joshua 1:9


My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand. --John 10:27-28

Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age. --Matthew 28:19-20

I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
Still I will praise You, still I will praise You.

Vote for Me!

Hey look, I wrote an essay! It's a pretty fancy little essay I think. And if I get a ridiculous amount of votes they will give me $5,000 for my exciting college bills! I think you should vote for me. I really do. And I'm not just saying that because I want the money.
Well, yeah, of course I am.
I want the money.
Kay thanks!

Traveling Again!

Dear Friends and Family,

I hope the New Year is treating you well! I am doing well, and I want to bring you up to date on what is happening in my life. I am about halfway through my first year at Western Illinois University. While there, I have been active with Campus Crusade for Christ (CRU), a student Christian ministry. As a Believer, my highest priority has been to grow in my relationship with the Lord and reach students on campus with the good news of Christ, and my involvement with CRU has been incredibly helpful. God has provided a wonderful Christian family for me at school through CRU, along with many opportunities to serve Him on campus. It has truly been a blessing and an answer to prayer. This semester I will begin training to be on CRU’s team of leaders. My roommate and I are also looking forward to starting a girl’s Bible study on our floor. God is doing great things at WIU!

This coming March, I have a unique opportunity to participate in a CRU short-term missions trip in Panama City, FL. Some 3000 college students just like me plan to reach out to over 300,000 college students who are in Panama City.

During my seven-day trip I will not only be trained in evangelism but will also be able to put my training into action. Afternoons and evenings offer incredible opportunities to reach out and share the love of Christ. We will be participating in daily, hands-on evangelism to the students there. Last year there were just over 1000 decisions made for Christ. I am looking forward to seeing how God works through this life changing experience.

In order to attend, I need to develop a financial sponsorship team: a group of people who will help me attend the conference. My total need is $500. I will be travelling with a team of students from WIU, who are also raising support for their trips. Would you prayerfully consider making an investment toward helping me and my CRU family at WIU reach our goal?

If the Lord leads you to help, please make your gift check out to "Campus Crusade for Christ” and send to:

MaryBeth Hornbaker

623 N. Crafford Street, Bushnell IL, 61422

Of course, all gifts are tax deductible.

I would also appreciate your prayer support for our trip, our work for Christ at WIU, and our unity in Christ as a family of believers. I thank the Lord for your friendship and support. Thank you for considering what your role might be in helping make this missions trip a reality for me.

With Love in Christ,

MaryBeth Hornbaker

Indy. can. change. lives.

Last week I went to a five day conference in the heart of Indianapolis.
Here are some of the happenings of the event which were worth taking note of:

• Cru friends becoming Cru family
• A wonderful roommate from Eureka College
• Thousands of college students on fire for God
• Mike Erre -- speaker from Heaven
• "God gave His only son to save the world. Is that not enough? When did that become not enough?
• "There's something about following Him where you have to become convinced that the reward of following Jesus is Jesus."
• "The danger that you run is that sinning forms your character to become the type of person that continues sinning, who may never want to go back to God in the first place."
• "The church in America is so stoppable. We are a nation of consumers -- and churches are just dispensers of religious skits and services."
• "God doesn't delight in what takes us there, but he does some of His best work at the end of our rope -- in the desperate place.
• God is greater than....ALL THINGS.
• The largest Marriot in the WORLD.
• Door-to-door evangelism in the city
• 147 lives given to Christ!
• Late night pillow talk with my Cru sisters
• Not vomitting
• Greg -- an awesome evangelism partner
• Getting to know the body of Christ from different campuses
• Worship like you've never worshiped before
• God's covenant with Abraham -- blowing minds. God walked through twice.
• "You can't quiet time enough. You can't share your faith enough. It has already been paid. When the scripture says there is no condemnation -- there is no condemnation!"
• Twelve people in a seven passenger van. Three in the trunk.
• Flash mob freeze in the mall. For Jesus and for fun.
• God is greater than your present circumstances.
• "There is a gap between how we think our life should be and how it is."
• What do you do when you're in this gap? "Stay alive and thirsty."
• "If life was not difficult, we would never run to God."
• "God will use anything to drive you back to Him."
• "He is not interested in being nice or making us better people. He's interested in rescuing you.
• "Last I checked, the only requirement for entrance into the body of Christ is admission of brokenness, not being put together."
• "If you let it, you will meet God in ways you never have."
• Bekele -- incredible speaker from Ethiopia!
• Learning about the Cru movement in Ethiopia
• Stories of spiritual warfare and the Holy Spirit moving in that country
• A new desire stirred within me to go back
• "Don't ever let money determine God's will in your life."
•  "Jesus Christ can change lives!"
• We say, "This is a crazy plan." -- but God loves crazy plans!
• "Ask God to do something big in your life."

• "There will be difficulties. But, God who called you will stand with you."

• Worshiping and praying in the New Year...best way I can think of. 
• Falling on our knees
• Holding hands in prayer
• Loving the people I was with. So much.
• "Not for a moment will you forsake me."
• A worship band that's all about God and not about themselves
• "The question is how do you help someone who is not a believer? ...I would say there is no hope outside of Jesus."
• Seminars on relevant topics. Things that we care about and want to learn about.
• Open your eyes to yourself and where God is in your life.
• Josh Coooyyyyyy!
• Completing the inflatable obstacle course. Like a boss.
• Best dance party I've ever been to
• Kasey loves us. 
• The anticipation of spring break conference!
• And we'll never be the same.

The mountains shake before Him
The demons run and flee
At the mention of the name
King of Majesty.
There is no power in hell
Or any who can stand
Before the power and the presence of the Great I am!