The fight against me

to forget about me

if only for a moment

to let go of myself

and each desire that comes with

this is what I thirst for

selflessness would make me pure

it is not me that i long for

my life needs to be restored

with every thought that crosses

and each word spoken by these lips

i act like i'm the hero

the one who gave a second chance

it is all filth

disgusting. trash.

these selfish thoughts consume my brain

i strive to be on top

as prideful blood pumps through my veins

oh, to forget about myself

in that sweet, glorious moment

i will let go of all my sin

and let my Yahweh cover it