Untitled Thoughts

I feel like writing, though I'm not sure what to write of. I've been feeling a lot of peace lately. Maybe I shall write of this peace. It kind of feels like things are falling into place. But not extremely into place. Just...peacefully into place. Like...the everything is gonna be alright sort. And the God is in control sort. Those are good sorts of falling into place I think.

Also I've been defining myself lately. Sort of figuring out who I am. I am so utterly me, and I love it. Like...I don't want to put a label on myself saying I am this type or that type. Sure, I lean towards certain types. But in the end I am just me. I like fedoras and loafers and big silly glasses. I love Jesus and rain and waking up to the birds singing outside of my window. I sing randomly in public and scream along to the radio in my car when I'm alone. I love my friends. But not too much. Just a ridiculously healthy amount. And I don't like to wear makeup. It makes my face feel icky. And I don't think it makes me look any prettier either. It just makes me look more like everyone else. And what's the fun in being like everyone else? ....I like figuring out who I am. Different. Unique. Bubbly. Silly. Alternative. Real. Me.

My deepest apologies to all of you Owl City fans, but I just need to get this out there. I hope you don't stop reading my blog because of this rather small section of words here in this post, but....I think the song fireflies is ridiculously stupid. Like...a thousand hugs..from 10 thousand lighting bugs? What? ...How? ....Why? ....What happened to the other 9 thousand? I'd like to make myself believe....that Owl City actually has some deeper meaning behind the hugs from the bugs and the foxtrot and sock-hop. Yes. I just needed to get that out there. Oh, also...I kind of love that song. I can't help but sing along when I hear it. It sucks me in. I hate to love it. Blasted Owl City!

Hmm. I love deep conversations with real friends about life and love and God. I don't think there are many things more refreshing.

I'm in love with Jesus. Thus concludes my untitled thoughts.